I've been too lazy to post anything lately. I've been going through so much changes these past few weeks/months. Apart from cutting my hair super short, it's time to make some other big changes again. I really feel that the time is right to get out and do more with my life. I feel pretty scared, excited and hopeful. I've been pretty conflicted and depressed for quite a long time now but now I can finally say that I am at peace :)
I'd like to go on and on about personal stuff but I'd just bore you. This song captures everything I am feeling as of the moment:
"Jump" Madonna
There's only so much you can learn in one place
The more that I wait, the more time that I waste
I haven't got much time to waste, it's time to make my way
I'm not afraid of what I'll face but I'm afraid to stay
I'm going down my own road and I can make it alone
All work and no fighting, I'll find a place of my own
Are you ready to jump? Get ready to jump
Don't ever look back, oh baby
Yes, I'm ready to jump
Just take my hands, get ready to jump
We learned our lesson from the start, my sisters and me
The only thing you can depend on is your family
Life's gonna drop you down like the limbs of a tree
It sways and it swings and it bends until it makes you see
Are you ready to jump? Get ready to jump
Don't ever look back, oh baby
Yes, I'm ready to jump
Just take my hands, get ready to, are you ready?
There's only so much you can learn in one place
The more that you wait, the more time that you waste
All work and no fighting, I'll find a place of my own
It sways and it swings and it bends until you make it your own
I can make it alone, I can make it alone
I can make it alone, I can make it alone
I can make it alone, I can make it alone
I can make it alone, I can make it alone
Are you ready to jump? Get ready to jump
Don't ever look back, oh baby
Yes, I'm ready to jump
Just take my hands, get ready to jump
Are you ready to jump? Get ready to jump
Don't ever look back, oh baby
Yes, I'm ready to jump
Just take my hands, get ready to, are you ready?