This is a boring personal post so you can skip reading and just head on to the photos if you like.
I haven't really had the motivation to post anything recently. Not for lack of things to review(I have a serious backlog going on) I already camwhored and took photos/swatches. It's just that i've been too tired literally/figuratively to do anything about those photos.
It's just gotten to the point where a part of me feels pretty dead. I feel guilty for whining about my life and I don't want to seem ungrateful for what I have right now. It's just that I am starting to feel like it is not enough anymore. I feel so physically and emotionally drained in all aspects of my life and I don't know how long before something or anything will change for me. I am one of those people who stubbornly hold on to things and hates changes. Probably because I am afraid to to take the leap and venture into paths unknown.
As you get older, you get a better view of what you want and what you don't want in life. I certainly don't want to feel beholden to anyone or to feel less about myself, to lower myself and lose my voice and self respect.
The sad thing about this vague and winding post is that I can't even fully write everything in this blog because I am a coward.
Now onto some Gyaru pic spam so you won't feel like this was a total waste of your time: